My own little corner

2004-01-09T17:50:00.000+10:00

Wrote my will today.........its in my diary.......just letting everyone know - and no I am not planning on dying soon

2003-07-01T13:09:00.000+10:00

Lily looked at the other five figures in the train car. They were all different in their own right, but they were like one being, all molded together. Remus, the quiet, pale, tallie and brainy kid. He seemed to hide a secret though. Although Lily was curious as to what it was, she respected his privacy, she thought it was fair enough that she did not badger him about his secret as he had not harrased her about hers. He was the understanding one. There was Peter, the small boy who disliked sports. He could make anyone laugh at anytime and made sure all his friends were well, the joy bringer. James, with his dunny brush hair and black rimmed glasses. The one who was obssessed about quidditch however valued the power of the mind. He had an incredible memory almost like an elephant. It was obvious that his friends were number one priority thoughThen there was Julie, the baby of the group. She was the girl who was held in high esteem by her classmates because of her brother. The one who only showed her true self in front of her good friends. Then there was Sirius, the most puzzling one of all. He was the clown and joker in front of everyone. Lily always knew that he thought life should be enjoyed. However, after hearing Captain's words, Lily was beginning to believe that Sirius had a deep secret inner self that his friends might not know of.

Looking at her new-found friends, Lily felt great thankfulness in being able to meet such great kids. They were friends for life. She quietly watched Sirius and James playing an interesting hand clapping game on the floor, Peter quietly teaching Julie how to do a difficult arithmancy problem, and Remus looking through a bag of dried fruits, picking out the banana chips to give to Peter later on. This was where she belonged now. Of course she was still had great ties with Hope, Jo, Paul and Nick and would always be friends with them, but now she had found a new group of friends. A smile faintly played across Lily's lips.

Remus felt himself being watched and looked up to see Lily leaning her back against the window, watching them and smiling.Remus paid no heed and went back to sorting through his dried fruits.

An hour later, the six were engaged in a game of spoons on the floor of the compartment. A knock interuppted their laughter.

"Come in!" Called Julie not pausing theh game.

The door slowly opened and Severus poked his head in. Remus looked up and saw him.

"Just a minute or else we'll miss our cards going past" he said as he passed cards through his hands.

Once the spoons were gathered and James eliminated from the game, Lily stood up.

"Hey Sev. How were your holidays?" She asked. "James, you can take my spot while a talk to Sev."

"Yeah score!" Exclaimed James.

Lily and Severus sat down on the seat of the compartment.

"Thanks for the quill Sev."

"No problem. I know you have trouble with you handwriting." He said grinning.

"What are you saying exactly?" Asked Lily in mock anger.

"Nothing....."

"Do you want to join into our game of spoons? The others seem to have finished the current round." Lily offered, standing up.

Severus' jaw dropped in shock. (A/N: Sorry about the classic jaw drop lol) "Y..your....le...eg" he stammered out.

"Oh yeah, a cure was found." Said Lily as if it was an afterthought.

"Thats fantastic news!" Exclaimed Severus. Of course by now, the others had stopped their game and were listening to the conversation.

"I know, its quite good really." Said Lily. "So, do you want to join into the game?"

Severus just nodded silently, still in shock. Due to the shock of seeing Lily's leg fixed, he was not concentrating on the game and lost terribly. Not one of them seemed to notice that Severus was sitting cross-legged between his two former enemies playing a simple children's card game and having fun.

A/N: That was only three pages. Sorry about that folks. I need to get my creative juices flowing again after four days on camp and walking....and walking.....and walking....and walking......and walking......and walking....and walking......and walking.....and walking.... I have just discovered dried pineapple. It is wonderful!

"I think I will go back and join my other friends." remarked Severus. "They are probably thinking that I am taking a long time in the bathroom...." he floated out of the compartment.

The cards were packed up and they started to play a complicated word game. However, after a while they got so confused that they decided to stop.

2003-07-01T13:08:00.001+10:00

secret life

Chapter 19: Trust

The apartment quietened after the Paul, Jo and Hope left to go their separate ways. The others sat in the living room, sipping hot coco and reluctant to go to bed. There was an unusual silence in the house. Due to the others being deep in thought. These thoughts ranged from 'Tonight's dinner was so good, we had pizza with mushrooms....hmmmmm mushrooms' to 'What am I going to do? I have so much homework for the holidays and I haven't started any of it!'.

Captain broke the silence.

"Those were nice kids" he said.

The others murmured their assent. Remus grinned evilly and nudged Sirius.

"That Hope looked quite nice didn't she?" He asked subtly.

Sirius choked on his coco and a pink tinge appeared in his cheeks.

"Brother! I am ashamed." Cried Julie.

They all smiled at Sirius. Who was spluttering and coughing up bits of coco into his mug.

"That Paul was a nice guy wasn't he?" Choked out Sirius, diverting the attention from him to Lily.

"Yeah I know. He is a good person" said Lily, smiling. "He is always willing to lend a helping hand. He is awfully stubborn though. Well, I am going to bed now." She finished getting up to go to bed.

The others were left, drinking the rest of their coco.

"You would think that they would have broken it off by now." Remarked James, referring to Lily and Paul.

"I don't think this is just some fling. I think they are really serious about each other." Replied Remus thoughtfully.

"But you would think that they would have been worried about unfaithfulness. I mean Paul wasn't worried in the least when he saw us four teenage boys." Insisted James.

"James, I trust Paul and I know he trusts me." Said Lily quietly and calmly from the doorway causing the others in the living room to jump. "Without trust, love cannot live." With these wise words, she bade them good night and went her own way to the bedroom.

"Wow" said Captain awestruck. "Lily is one of the most mature teenagers I have ever met."

The others nodded. They had all known that Lily was not like usual teenagers, however they had never known that so adult when it came to things like love.

The end of the holidays were upon them in a flash and before they knew it, they were trundling back to school on the Hogwarts Express. The six kids sat in their train compartment, doing their own thing. Whether it be furiously finishing off their homework, dozing or daydreaming about the next holidays.

Lily leaned against the window, her back leaning back into the plush train seat. She remembered the last words Captain had said to her the night before they had left the apartment.

'Trust those kids Lily. They are really good kids. They just need someone to pull them back when they become a bit naughty. I think you will be a good addition to their group. Sometimes they act impulsively, especially Sirius. James, Peter and Julie are not too good in forgiving Sirius when that happens. Take care of Sirius for me. I know he is older than you, but he needs someone to act like a big sister. He has been taking care of Julie all his life and unfortunately, I did not pay him enough attention when he was younger, after my wife passed on. James, Remus and Peter haven't had a fantastic childhood either. Please promise me that you will take care of them.'

Lily had promised, however she was still confused. What was this about James, Remus and Peter's childhoods? Why was captain so worried about Sirius acting impulsively? And last but not least, what was in that letter from Grandma May?

2003-07-01T13:08:00.000+10:00

"First, I would like to be stern with you. You were almost killed, the knife was poisoned. If you had been killed, the world would have turned into chaos." Said Professor Dumbledore.
"But professor, Voldemort did not know it was me.....did he?" She asked.
"No, but you could have died all the same"
"I am sorry" said Lily cast down. "But, what would my conscience say if I had just walked away and not done anything for James, Sirius, Peter and Remus?"
"I am just getting to that. It was a brave and courageous thing for you to do. I think those four will always be in your debt.

The next morning, Lily lay in her bed, exhausted by last night's ordeal. She remembered the dream she had, and her eyes started watering as she remembered her mother's words.
"We'll be waiting for you"
She wiped her eyes with the back of her hand and thought furiously,'Big girls don't cry'.
"Luke?" Came a voicefrom next to her.
Lily looked up to see Remus sitting next to the bed.
"You should be in bed! You'll tire yourself out!" Exclaimed Lily sternly.
"Thankyou, you saved our lives out there" said Remus.
Lily sat silent. She suddenly asked, "What would you have expected me to do? Leave you guys there?" She forced a smile, not expecting an answer.
"Yes" said Remus solemnly. "After all we put you through".
Lily looked away. "Well, I did what I had to do" she said quietly.
Their conversation was interuppted by Severus who came in with the biggest smile on his face.
"Hello Remus, good to see you out of bed. Its a lovely morning isn't it? I brought you some food you guys. Here." He said handing over a small bag of grapes. "Well, I gotta get to class. I'll bring you your homework later today. Probably after lunch." He said in a whirl and ran out of the infirmary.
Remus stared at the doorway, stunned out of his words while Lily lightly popped a grape into her mouth.
"You want one?" She asked calmly handing over the bag.
Remus was snapped out of daze mode and took a grape. 'Since when have we been on first name terms? We are arch enemies......aren't we? And why does Snape look and sound like he has just had a mouthful of happy gas?' He thought, totally bemused. He voiced his thoughts to Luke.
"What has happened to Snape? He is so happy, he is usually such a dark character." Said Remus, hoping Snape's friend would not get offended.
"Oh I don't know. He was always like that around Lucius and I, but he never really lets his bright side show. I don't know why though. He's a nice chap isn't he?" Asked Luke. He too wondered why Severus was acting so happy in front of all his peers. 'Oh well. This is the Sev I like so I won't complain.' She thought.
Remus suddenly coughed. His face was turning white and his lips blue.
"Remus? Go back to bed! You'll put your recovery progress back." Said Lily in alarm.
"No, I'll be fine" he said quietly. He obviously was not going to be fine though.
"Go! Scram! Off to bed with you! Or I'll tell Madame Pomfrey on you!" Scolded Lily.
Remus gave a faint smile and wandered back to his bed.
Lily was left on her own again.
'Lord, I am sorry for acting so selfishly. I hope that you will forgive me. I will do my best to fulfill my purpose here on earth. I will do my best to reflect your light. I will try to make people around me happy, like Sev is doing now. Thank you for everything. I truly am lucky to have you looking after me.' Prayed Lily.
*~Meanwhile with the marauders~*
Peter, Sirius and James sat in their dormitory during lunch. They had plowed through lunch so that they could talk privately without anyone overhearing. They sat in a ring on the floor of the room they shared.
"Now this Marauder Meeting has been called to decide how we shall thank Mr Luke Basemath for saving our lives." Said James in a formal voice.
"Um, James? Remus isn't here" remarked Peter quietly.
"This young moose will be representing Mr. Lupin." Replied james, standing up. He picked up a small stuffed moose and placed it between him and Sirius. "Now let us continue our meeting. I now call upon Mr Sirius Black to present his case." James sat back down.
The others clapped as Sirius placed a plastic pipe in his mouth and stood up.
"Now gentlemen, I am here to propse that we offer Mr Basemath the highly sought after position of honorary Marauder." Sirius sat down and James stood up.
"Mr Pettigrew, please present your case." He said in his formal voice.
"Now young gentlemen, I think Mr Black's proposal is an excelent one. However, I doubt the fact that Mr Basemath would want to become an honorary Marauder. It is most probable that he thinks us as......well, I propse that we give him a copy of the marauder's Map as a gift." Peter sat down again.
"Mr Pettigrew, unless Mr Basemath becomes a marauder, he will not be able to use the marauder's map without breaking the Maruader code."
"I express my most heartfelt apologies concerning my vital mistake. In that case, I agree with Mr Black. We should promote Mr Basemath to the role of honorary marauder." Said Peter.
James stood up again. "All those in favour of this proposal say aye"
There was a simultaneous 'aye' among the group.
A/N: Sorry about the short chappie, I was on camp....alright, not a good excuse.

2003-07-01T13:07:00.000+10:00

Disclaimer : Disclaimer: No money is being made in writing this. All characters from the Harry Potter books, were invented by JK rowling. The characters that I have thought of are Rizpah. The concept of magic belongs to JK Rowling.

Trapped
Chapter 6 : Dream and Reality
Just after Lily conked out, she found herself lying down staring up at the clear blue sky in a pasture of wild flowers. She sighed contentedly and closed her eyes she felt so peaceful. She could rest now.
"Lily" someone whispered softly.
Lily opened her eyes to find that that someone was her mother. Lily sat up and saw her father squatting next to mother.
"Mum? Dad?"she asked. Tears filling her eyes. She had missed them so much.
"Lily, you must run back." Said her mother.
"No, mum I want to be with you and dad and Petty. I miss you guys so much" pleaded Lily. "Please let me stay".
"Lily, you must run back" repeated her mother.
"No" whipered Lily tears streaming down her face. "I don't want to leave you"
"You must, the safety of the world rests on your shoulders. You must run back for the better of the world" said her father.
"What about what I want? I have been putting on this masquerade for four years now. I feel like a fraud. I want to be normal again, I want to be with those that I love" begged Lily.
"Lily" said her father sternly "We didn't raise you to be like this. Stop being selfish. You have to run back now, if you don't your friends, the world that you love will be destroyed."
Lily's vision was obstructed by tears. "NO" she yelled. "I love you! I want to stay with you!"
She was englufed in a hug by her mother.
"Sweet, don't cry. We'll always be watching you. Don't worry, I know you will make the most of your time on earth. God put you on this earth for a purpose. You must do what he wishes. He will protect you, just accept him and you will feel peace, even if you feel like a fraud." Whispered her mother.
"Your mother is right. We will always love you. We will be waiting for you, don't worry we will be able to be together for eternity after you have played your part. Go on now daughter, make us proud." Said her father gently. "Go"
Lily stood up embraced her parents and ran away from her parents, her face streaked with tears. Then everything went black again.
~Out of Lily's head~
Severus sat by Luke's bed praying.
"Please, let him live, please. I promise to be nice and good as long as he lives. Please. I know you can do it. You are all powerful, please. I promise to be a better person. I will do my best to reflect you in everything I do." He prayed ferverently.
Professor Dumbledore swept into the infirmary with a test tube. He saw Severus' head bowed and his hands clasped together.
"Mr Snape, where is the nurse?" He asked softly.
Severus looked up. "In her office sir" he replied.
The headmaster nodded and went into the nurse's office. Madame Pomfrey was sitting at her desk, staring at the wall opposite her.
"The potion is ready" the headmaster said.
The nurse jumped and went into action. She readied a muggle syringe and poured the potion into it after washing her hands. The nurse walked out of her office and to Lily's bed.
Severus looked up. "Is is ready?" He asked hopefully.
The two staff members nodded.
Madame Pomfrey knelt by Lily and slowly pulled her left arm from under the covers. She injected the antidote into Lily's forearm. As the potion filled her bloodstream. Lily stopped tossing and turning. She lay still. Severus looked at her alarmed and noticed tears streaming down her face. Then he looked at Madame Pomfrey and the headmaster, they didn't seem to notice the tears, they were more interested in Lily's forearm. It had a purplish red bruise that was as long as a handspan.
"Will it go away?" Asked Albus.
Madame Pomfrey shook her head. "Luke will have that bruise forever." She said.
Lily's eyes snapped open.
"Where am I?" She asked, her eyes showing great confusion.
"Luke!" Exclaimed Severus, engulfing Lily in a bear hug.
"Sev?"
"Well, I would say Luke should have tomorrow - well its today now off to school." Said the headmaster. "I think you should get some sleep Mr Snape."
Severus let go of Luke, with the biggest smile on his face. He almost seemed to bounce out of the room.
"What happened Professor Dumbledore?" Asked Lily confused.
"If my sources are correct, you almost sacrificed your life to save four other lives." Said the headmaster, pulling up a chair next to the bed and sitting down.
Lily's eyes light up, she remembered now.
"I remember" she said.

2003-05-06T18:53:00.000+10:00

Listening to: No one is alone from Into the Woods

I love accuradio.com, they don't have Aida yet though. Oh well, I've got the CD. I have to go and work on my classics essay. I heard this fantastic song. It is called "Fingerprints of God". The tune is really annoying but the words are fantastic! If only songs like that went mainstream instead of stupid songs like calling people sexy and saying they want to have sex and stuff. That stuff is inappropriate! I think I've got my college list now. 1. Wellesley, 2. Carlton, 3. Oberlin, 4. ICU, 5. DePaw, 6. Amerherst. It is pretty dumb that I have the most difficult college to get into at the bottom of my list, but I really want to go to Wellesley because it is a single sex school. I don't want to start going to co ed schools for awhile. I really want to go to Carlton because it is in the wilderness. It sounds like a good campus...hehehehe

Ff times.

2003-04-28T11:15:00.000+10:00

Listening to : Opening Night from The Producers

I need to rant for a bit. Japanese homwork sucks!!!!!! all, right, I am fine now.

bye

2003-04-24T16:21:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Something There from Beauty and the Beast

Dude, I haven't updated in ages and ages. Well my auntie came over today. That was about it. I saw Chicago and Anger Management over the holidays. Both really good movies. I started studying for German and science today. agh! science test second week back. no! Well, reading pretty good ficcy and going to go read more. bysies.

2003-04-05T16:42:00.000+10:00

what's your cowboy bebop theme song?

thats sad....

2003-04-02T19:20:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Are we dancing?

Well, not much today. Science - learned the differences between different speed graphs. Math - became little nifties....don't ask. english - read book more, history - research, latin - emperors, re - beliefs, geog - hmmmmmm don't remember.....
off to read ff's. Poor lain is sick today!

2003-03-29T19:55:00.000+10:00

Listening to:we've got some news - veggie tales

Got sunburned, sports day today...nothing else.......

2003-03-22T16:13:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Day by Day

The book subcat isn't working.......agh!!!!!!!! It never works! It is so annoying! I am really peeved. I was so looking forward to ff tonight......*gets angry* I saw Kitty and Lerxanne today at Chanel's b'day party. It was fun. LerXanne was was very hyper......... it was good to see them again.

I am going to go excersise my knuckles......again.....

2003-03-19T19:11:00.000+10:00

Listening to: I won't say it

Today was ok. We had english...boring!, science boring!, swimming.....that was quite fun actually then we had RE which was even worse than science, then we had german and then careers to finish off my fine spanking day which has been made even better by ff.net stuffing up....*tries really hard to smile* I am going to go excersise my knuckles now.........

2003-03-16T16:13:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Opening Run

Went to bonodori. It was fun. I want to learn taiko now! I also want to learn japanese dancing. I thought it was really cool! I really should go gather information for my debate coming up.......and find those stupid cue cards. "oh cue cards....where are you?" This time, we are going to kick butt. We'll win......I will make sure we win....well how can we lose with Rashmi and wen Dee on my team?

Going off to ff.net......

2003-03-15T17:38:00.000+10:00

Listening to: UNITE

Had J-school today. not good. fictionalley rejected Trapped. THey didn't like it. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *goes into chibi form**sob**sob* Oh well! Quiz time!

You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.

What Kind of Smile are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

ok......

You're normal. Normal?! NORMAL?! Oh SCREW YOU!You
KNEW you were normal when you came here, you
FREAK. GET OUT! GET OUT! *throws you at a bus*

How Depressed are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

hey! I am normal! *weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

Strawberry Pocky! You're energetic and you probably
bounce around a lot. You're also a bit naive,
and you probably fall in love easily.

What Kind of Pocky are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

love's stupid

-Not- You're...not girlfriend material. Not because
you'd be a bad girlfriend, but because you're
not in the mindset to be one. You're childish
and silly. Also, you might not necessarily be
attracted to guys. ~shrugs~ whatever.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

........i have said this before and I will say it again. Love's stupid

Aviophobia: Fear of Flying.

What Phobia Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

thats understandable since I am scared of heights.....maybe i just need more faith...... *ponders*

Bysies..ff.net is working today. I'll put sucky fictionalley behind me and get over the rejection.

2003-03-12T18:52:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Connected by Ayumi Hamazaki

This singer is really cool.... i am not so sure about her costumes but oh well.... I got in to CA and Dh!!!!! yah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well, got latin test tomorrow again.....we always have latin tests. Have math test the day after tomorrow. OH yeah had history essay today and in the middle of it....the firebell went. I guess that was good coz we got to take it home. Thats about it for now. I am now going to see if ff.net is working today. It better be.........

2003-03-10T13:22:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Nothing ..... weird planes flying overhead

ff.net isn't working. noooooooooooooooooooooooo I haven't been to ff.net for ages and ages and the day that I can go, its not working. Great. *sarcasm* Oh well, I guess I can read more Janette Oke and write a bit more. O I forgot! I have to go do Latin homework. Bysies everyone!

2003-03-06T17:26:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Fortune Favors the Brave

This song is really really cool. We had a geography excursion today....got lost exploring Cowes. *lookes sheepish* Anyways, it was really bad. I tried to sleep on the bus to catch on my sleep, but then Beautiful by Christina Agu.....what ever her name is came on the radio, and people started to sing along to it......they sounded like a bunch of howling cats. Yes I know that not very nice, but its the truth! Not much else to talk about. Probably should study for english, german and science test. I am so gonna die in those......yipes!

Bysies oh yeah quiz time!

Take the What website are you? quiz @ Angelette.net

oh

Take the What layout are you? quiz @ Angelette.net

sounds good

found cool totoro site....off to get all high on ghibli now!

2003-03-02T16:24:00.000+10:00

Listening to: West Side Story

Ahhh this is so good! Everyone, I changed my email adress. Excite was really starting to get on my nerves. Its chickensoup_333@yahoo.com!

Not much else to say.........

2003-03-01T19:44:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Every Story is a love story

Just saw mononoke hime. It was sooooooooooo gooooooooooooood!!!!!!! I loved all the characters! Not much else to say. Well mononoke hime is so cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Going off to Amazon.com and updating trapped.

2003-02-27T19:01:00.000+10:00

Listening to :How I know you

Not much to say, went pretty well in math test, reading fanfics. Have ballet tomorrow, should be starting production....hopefully. Finished Indentured Heart. It was okay, it didn't mention much about God and stuff. A bit disappointing but, good story. Can't belive character change of Miles though.

I am checking out websites about careers and colleges.

Bysies

2003-02-22T16:16:00.000+10:00

Listening to :Reela around the Sun

we won house concerts!!!!! I am so excited. We came first in lighting, costumes, script, singing, characterization and we came second in props and music. Freya was so happy. I am so excited all the things I helped in came first that is so cool! At the moment i am learning to write elvish....exciting!

2003-02-18T19:18:00.000+10:00

Listening to: The Heart's Cry

Well I haven't blogged for a week. Well nothing much happened in that week. All boring. We had Sato sensei for open class. That was cool, not much more to say. Well had stuff today had dress rehersal. That was good fun. We really aren't ready for tomorrow....oh well as I always say it doesn't matter as long as ya have fun. The lights are gonna be so stuffed.....but thats life. This song is really cool!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well. Get to see Grace and Huei-Huei tomorrow!!! Yay!!!!!!!!! *jumps around happily* Oh yeah, I had a dizzy spell during English. I was highlighting something in my diary and suddenly I feel like the world is spinning around and around. I close my eyes for a few minutes, and them pow, the world is still again. Weird......oh well......off to read Fading LIly and yes it finally updated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2003-02-11T18:07:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Hakuna Matata

school was ok today. Didn't do much. Mr Peterson rambled, Mrs Beeson rambled, Ms Wilkinson yabbered away in German. No! How could she do this to us! I thought she liked us! Oh well, shes a cool teacher. Mrs Kiltpatrick rambled too, so did Mrs Shiel. ONly teacher that didn't ramble today was Mrs Linker. Why must teachers ramble? Oh dear. i just ate a milano cookie. hmmmm delicious. I love milanos. Not much else to talk about.

Bysies Everyone

2003-02-09T16:52:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Angel of Music

Got tons of reviews! Yay! So happy. Alot of people were disgusted by the fact that Lily was put in Slytherin. I like shocking people. Couldn't get to church this morining, slept in. Did homework, practised piano and cello, talked to dad, found out how to use the washing machine.....oh fun! Bugs Life and Hornblower are on TV tonight. Yay! Double yay!!!!!! Going off to see if ff.net is working today.

2003-02-08T19:40:00.000+10:00

Ran out of battery and in real peeved off mood for many annoying things happened. Prop day today, sewed costumes and did lighting. Ff.net is not working. I just got a review (good thing)

2003-02-08T19:38:00.000+10:00

Listening to : day by day from godspell

prop day today. sewed costmes for for four hours. It was pretty fun. The costumes are gonna be so good! Did lighting without lights turned on....that was fun. Bad things - ff.net is not working! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I hope its gonna work tonight. It better. Well bysies everyone.

2003-02-07T20:36:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Riverdance and my muscles screaming at me for putting through so much pain.

I just had ballet. Ms Fry was in a good mood, good thing. Bad thing - she decided to put us through intensive work. *groan* On a more happier note, school was actually ok today. It wasn't too bad. Maybe thats because I was chosen to do the right spotlight for house concerts. Its gonna be so cool! I can't wait. I get out of Japanese school tomorrow Yay! *jumps around happily* I have prop day!!!! Well, finished Captive Bride which was so gooooooooooddddd I can't wait to read the 3rd book! Gilbert is so cool, so is Rachel. THe end was so sad though. *sob* Gilbert had so much faith. When I grow up, I want to be just like Gilbert, well if not Matthew, Rachel or Lydia will do. THey are all so cool! fanfic time coz I can't be stuffed doing weird internet tests!

Bysies

2003-02-04T19:03:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Phantom of the Opera overture

This is so cool!!!!! I love Phantom of the Opera, I was previously listening to el Dorado, but it kept stuffing up, so I decided to take it out of the computer. Oh well. Dela so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!! Daveen gave me a makuro kuro suke today. Its so cute!!!!! Anyways, its really hot today and I just want to stay in the a/c for ever and ever and ever and ever and ever. Got three reviews!!! So happy!!!!!!!! *flies off*

2003-02-01T15:40:00.000+10:00

Listening to: West Side Story

Started school yesterday. It was okay, it was average. Intro to Lit seems like the best subject so far. english seemed really boring. So did history. I hate Mr Peterson! I have had tons of teachers who can't seem to keep on the track, but Mr peterson gets the prize. we were learning about the british empire, then suddenly he starts rambling about Bill Gates, globalization, anti globalization protesters etc etc. we just wasted the whole lesson.... correction, he wasted the whole lesson. Mrs Kiltpatrick seemed nice...... i though she was mean, but first impressions can change! Had Japanese school today. It was really boring. Kenmei was okay, kimatsu - got out of it. Kanji test next week.....oh dear.

I'm getting reviews! Keep them coming!

Going to go read fanfics now.

2003-01-30T18:29:00.000+10:00

School tomorrow! oH joy! *sarcasm drips down walls* Can't wait to see everybody tomorrow though. I have a Japanese kimatsu test the day after tomorrow. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and I have to study more grammer waaaaaaaaaaaaaa oh well. Thats life enjoy it! *starts singing weird disney song and wanders off*

2003-01-29T15:05:00.000+10:00

Listening to: random song from Sirque Du Soleil

Im back in Australia and hating it all ready, no offence, but Australia has terrible weather! Finished Education of Little Tree, it was so cute. I liked all the quirky stuff. Found out that Im in 10T next year, saw Elaine at school, found out that I am in Daveen, Menaka, Ivy and Rebekah's class with Karen. Cool! NO one else though. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Kylie and stuff are clumped together in one class..... all seven of them!!!!!!!!!!!! Daveen and I are own our own..... we are so lonely........ Oh well, thats life. Ahhhhhh I like airconditioning. Well gtg now because I have to update ff and other random things.

Oh yeah,

quiz time!!!! *funny dumdedum music*

How do people see you?
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I am cold and aloof *giggles madly*

What's your Inner European?
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hehehehe

What is your inner spirit?
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*bursts out laughing* you gotta be kidding me!

Who is your dragon spirit guide?
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hmmm interesting...fanfic time!

2003-01-28T14:32:00.000+10:00

just chappie, that i need for later

Trapped

Disclaimer : Disclaimer: No money is being made in writing this. All characters from the Harry Potter books, were invented by JK rowling. The characters that I have thought of are Rizpah. The concept of magic belongs to JK Rowling.

Chapter Three : I don't know.....chapter three?

Lily woke up early in the morning the day after the sorting. She glanced at her bedroom, and joining bathroom. The bathroom had a toilet, a shower and a sink. All perfectly normal looking bathroom accessories. In Lily's bedroom, there was a bed with drapings around it, a chest, and a small bedside table. Lily quickly got changed, and went downstairs to investigate her new common room.

The Slytherin common room, had high brick walls and a homey looking fireplace with a fire blazing since last night. There was a green rug with the Slytherin snake in front of the fire. Maybe this was one place which she could one day call home.

~Later in the day~

Lily walked into the great hall for dinner, chatting happily with Severus about the day's studies. She spotted James, Sirius and Remus who she had met on the train the day before at the Gryffindor table.

"I just want to say hi to some people" said Lily.

"Ok Luke, I'll save a spot for you" said Severus.

Lily walked toward the Gryffindor table, while Severus walked towards the Slytherin table.

"Hi" she said.

The other three did not seem to hear and they kept on talking.

"Hi Remus, its Luke from the train yesterday" said Lily a little louder, however growing uncomfortable from being ignored.

"Get away from this table, Slytherin trash" said a voice behind her. Lily looked around and saw that it was an older boy who she did not know.

Lily did not know what to do. 'Oh dear, what do I do? What does he mean by Slytherin Trash? Oh, I shouldn't have come to say hi' she thought.

"Its okay Nick, we will take it from here." said Sirius.

The boy called Nick glared at Luke and walked away.

Lily looked at the three boys and was shocked to see scowls on their faces.

"What are you doing here?" asked James angrily.

"I...." started Lily.

"You don't belong here. Slytherin trash" said Sirius.

"Get away, never come near us again" stated Remus.

Lily just turned and walked away, back to the Slytherin table.

'Why don't they like me anymore? What did I do?' she kept thinking.

"Hey Luke!" shouted Severus from Slytherin table.

Lily sat down beside him.

The other Slytherin second years that the two were sitting with, ate steadily. However Severus noticed that Lily was not eating.

"Whats up?" he asked.

"Why am I hated so?" asked Lily miserably.

"Its because we are better than they are, and they know it, so they hate us." said Lucius, looking up from his food.

"Why are we better?" asked Lily.

The others at the table laughed and went back to eating.

"I didn't mean to be funny" said Lily.

"Don't worry. You have friends all around you who like you. Who cares about those snobby Gryffindors." said Severus.

Lily just dropped the subject. She got up from the table and went back to the common room.

She came up to the portrait of the snake charmer.

"My, you are looking glum" said the snake charmer.

"Why don't they like me?" asked Lily.

"Sure they like you. The Slytherins are very fond of you. The others just don't want to see past what house you are in." said the snake Charmer.

"Why do they hate Slytherins though?" asked Lily.

"Its because many evil people have been in Slytherin. Are you coming in or not?"

"Green striped adder. " said Lily " Is there actually a green striped adder?"

"Beats me" said the Snake charmer as his portrait swung open.

Lily climbed through the whole and went up to her dorm.

She lay down on her bed and started to think about what life would have been like if mum and dad had not died.

'I would be doing Oliver now. I would be going to school with Petunia, she would teach me about how to do complex math equations.' she thought.

"I want to go back to the home that I used to know" said Lily tearfully to the air.

~Three years later~

Lily sat at a table in the common room with Lucius and Severus, discussing the arithmancy homework they had to do that night.

"Wait, if we add this to this, and then multiply by this" said Severus.

"No, no no we have to subtract this than divide by the square root of 492." said Lucius.

"Its not working out though" said Severus.

"If this expression was equal to this expression, although it doesn't say so, then " said Lily.

"Oh, my poor head is about to explode" moaned Severus.

Lily suddenly stood up. "I am going to take a walk to cool my head and think about this rationally. Then, if we don't get the answer when I come back, lets bribe Professor Trigtics with chocolate"

Lily walked out of the lively common room and plodded down to the big entrance doors where Hagrid was petting Fang, his pet dog.

"Well, hello Luke, what are ye doing out so late." asked Hagrid.

"I am going to clear my head and then continue tackling an arithmancy problem" replied Lily.

"Good idea. Have fun and good luck for the arithmancy"

"Thanks"

Lily continued out into the cool fall air. She looked up and saw the stars shining down on her.

'I like Hagrid' she thought 'He doen't care that I am in Slytherin. Probably because he knows what its like to be prejudiced against'

Lily looked for different star constellations, which she was very unsuccessful at.

"I wonder if Petunia is looking down on me right now" she suddenly said out loud.

Lily's eyes began to water with tears.

~Flashback~

After spending a year at Hogwarts, Lily had become great friends with Severus. Severus provided Lily with help in many subjects, and Lily gave Severus moral support when he had to deal with the death of his brother.

At dinner, Lily and Severus talked with a Slytherin 4th year by the name of Julius. A coal black owl with black specks suddenly flew in and dropped a letter in Lily's lap.

"What is it?" asked Lily in wonder.

"Open it" said Julius eagerly. It was not everyday that a letter came during dinner, most of the mail came at breakfast.

Lily slowly opened the cream envelope with shaking hands, and pulled out a letter.

Severus noticed that as Luke was reading it, his face suddenly paled as if he had seen a ghost. He was probably the only one who heard Luke whisper "no"

Luke Basemath,

We are sorry to inform you that your sister was killed in a hit and run accident. We have not found the driver yet, and we highly doubt that he will ever be found.

Kirk Slyface
Head of Muggle Accidents - Ministry of Magic

Lily's heart dropped. She ran out of the great hall and into the common room. The Snake Charmer had kindly let her in without the password. She ran up to her dorm and reread the letter, making sure it was not a hoax.

It finally dawned on her that it was a real letter and that Petunia was really dead.

Lily buried her face in her pillow and wept. She didn't notice the door creak open and Severus walk in.

"Luke?" he asked.

" I don't want you to see me cry" said Lily into her pillow.

"Buddy, just cry. Thats what I did when my brother was killed." said Severus quietly.

Severus watched Luke cry for his sister, and left once he had fallen asleep.

For the next few months, Lily lost the will to live. She stopped eating and stopped socializing. In the end, it was Severus that brought her out of her sorrow. He just stuck by Lily at all times, and never left her alone - except when she was asleep or in the bathroom.

~End Flashback~

Lily was able to keep her tears down this time as she walked into the woods near the lake. As she came to a clearing in the woods, a sinister voice sent shivers up her spine. she ducked behind some bushes.

The clearing was just a cirle of grass in a wood densly populated with trees, shrubs and bushese. The interesting thing about this clearing, was that there were trees and bushes in a circle around the clearing.

Lily poked her head above the bush she was hiding behind, and almost gasped at the sight that she saw.

James Potter, Sirius Black and Peter Pettigrew were bound to chairs, and gagged, while Remus Lupin lay on the grass, blood coming out of a deep gash on his cheek and arm. In front of the four boys, were three strange men. She guessed that they were deatheaters, and that the tall one with red eyes was Voldemort. Voldemort was holding a sharp knife and talking to the four teenagers.

'Oh no, I need to save them' thought Lily.

'Why? All they have done is bully you since you came to Hogwarts' said another voice in her head.

~Flashback~

Lily walked down the corridor to potions, holding her books, and furiously scribbling away at some homework for the next day. Since she was not looking where she was going, she whammed into something hard and fell, dropping all her stuff.

"I'm so sorry. I was not looking where I was going!" exclaimed LIly, getting up, then swallowed hard when she saw that she had bumped into the four marauders. 'Oh great, not them' she thought.

"Well look at what we have here" said Sirius nastily.

"A future deatheater" said James.

Lily picked up all her books and tried to get past, which was not possible because the way was blocked by the four boys.

"I've got to get to class" said Lily.

"I don't think so" said Peter pushing Lily back, causing her to drop her books and fall down again.

"Since you seem to enjoy the pranks we play on you, we have to find another way to make you life miserable. I guess this will be the best way." said James sneering.

Lily tried to get back up, but she was kicked back down again.

"Why are you doing this to me? I thought you were nice" said Lily sadly.

"Its because you are a Slythering Basemath. Slytherin trash. You don't even deserve to breathe the air we breathe" said Sirius viciously.

Lily got up quickly, and backed away, leaving her books behind.

"What? Too chicken to fight us?" asked James nastily.

"Yes. I am chicken. Number 1 Violence does not solve anything and number two, I am too smart to fight in school." replied Lily quielty. "Now, if you would kindly let me pass" Lily pushed past, summoned her books and ran off to the potions classroom.

~End Flashback~

Lily bit her lip as she remembered. These losers did not deserve to be saved.

'Lily! I am ashamed at you. How will you ever face yourself again, if you just walk away now and these kids are killed?' said her conscience.

Lily plucked two leaves off the bush that was concealing her, and transfigured them into two daggers.

'All right, this helps a bit' thought Lily.

She then spotted a tree just a few meters away. The tree was a good climbing tree, and one branch was right above where Voldemort was standing. Lily crawled to the bush behind where the four boys were sitting, note the fact that the bushes where thigh high all around the clearing with a few trees here and there in the small fence.

She estimated that if she reached, she would be able to place one dagger in Sirius' hands tied behind the chair without being seen, as the deatheaters were too busy beating up Remus.

Lily reached, and placed the dagger in Sirius' hands. Sirius sat up straighter in his bindings.

"Run when I tell you to, twitch if you can hear me" whispered Lily.

She saw Sirius twitch.

Lily crawled to the good climbing tree that she had noticed earlier. She performed a charm on herself to be able to Chamouflauge to the brown of the tree bark.

Lily slithered up the tree so she would not be noticed, and crept along the branch. The captives' eyes widened as they saw her. When Lily was just above Voldemort, she crouched on the branch.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" yelled Lily as she jumped onto Voldemort, knocking him flat. She sat on him and he put the dagger at his neck.

"Don't move a muscle or your master dies" she yelled.

"Don't move" said Voldemort from under Lily.

The deatheaters froze, nothing would have made them move from where they were unless their master ordered them to move.

"Run" said Lily, hoping that Sirius had gotten his own bindings off by that time.

Lily's hopes were proved true, when Sirius stood up, cut through James and Peter's bindings and helped Remus up.

"Run you pack of leeches" yelled Lily.

"The werewolf" said one deatheater. But it was too late, the kids were gone.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" yelled Voldemort, throwing Lily off his back in his fury. Lily was thrown almost half a meter away and landed on her stomach. Voldemort took out his own sword and held it at Lily's neck, so that she would not be able to move.

"Get the werewolf" yelled Voldemort at the deatheaters.

The deatheaters took out their wands and ran off to do their master's bidding.

"You insolent little brat. You will pay for what you have done." whispered Voldemort viciously.

The deatheaters ran back.

"We were too late. However Dumbledore is coming" gasped one.

Voldemort's face turned red, almost purple as he plunged his knife into Lily's back five times.

The three evil beings quickly disapparated.

Lily felt the blood flowing out of her. She became dizzy, unable to breathe.

'Oh, well, one life for four. I guess thats a fair trade although those four chaps are jerks' thought Lily as she lost consciousness.

A/N: So did you like it? On to the next chapter.

Trapped

Disclaimer : Disclaimer: No money is being made in writing this. All characters from the Harry Potter books, were invented by JK rowling. The characters that I have thought of are Rizpah. The concept of magic belongs to JK Rowling.

Chapter Four:

Professor Dumbledore ran into the clearing, breathless followed by Professor McGonagall, Professor Humbug and Professor Comby the DADA teacher.

"They seem to have left" said Professor McGonagall.

"Oh please, this can't be true" gasped Professor Dumbledore, as he ran to Lily's bloody body.

Professor Humbug knelt down and checked Lily's pulse. It was terribly faint, but Lily was still alive.

"She's still alive" said Humbug, as he conjured a stretcher, and lifted Lily on to it.

Professors Comby and Humbug picked the stretcher up between them and ran back to the castle.

Professor McGonagall knelt down to where Professor Dumbledore was. The headmaster looked up, his face stained with tears and stammered,

"Why did this have to happen to Lily of all people? Why her?"

"Come" said Professor McGonagall gently, leading Professor Dumbledore back to the castle.

'I wonder it Voldemort knew Luke was Lily. we went through so much to protect Lily, and still in the end she was killed. I don't deserve to be headmaster of this school, not being able to protect my students.' thought Dumbledore, tears pouring silently down his face.

~In the Hospital Wing~

Luke lay shivering on a bed in the hospital wing, his face gleaming with sweat.

The four professors stood around Lily's bed nervously, not knowing if she would live through this ordeal.

The nurse, Madame Pomfrey looked up from bandaging Lily's wounds.

"The knife was poisoned. The antidote is known to us, but an ingredient is not accessible to normal witches and wizards. It is illegal to use it. The poison has not spread yet, but it will in a matter of hours. After that Lily won't live through the night." said the nurse sadly.

"Would we be able to get permission from the ministry?" asked Professor Humbug.

"Minerva, go arrange it with the ministry now. Tell them of the circumstances. Do not back down whatever you do." said Professor Dumbledore.

Professor McGonagall nodded solemnly and ran out of the building.

"Albus, I think you should ask the boys what happened." reminded Professor Comby.

"Tell them to meet me in my office" said Professor Dumbledore. massaging his temples. he seemed to have aged forty years in just an hour.

"Sir, Mr Lupin is hurt, but I shall lead the rest into your office." said Professor Comby, walking out of the hospital wing.

Professor Dumbledore looked down at the young teenager, shivering and sweating at the same time. He turned and walked out.

~In Professor Dumbledore's office~

Albus sat at his desk and buried his face in his hands. There was a knock at the door.

Albus lifted his head and called out "Come in".

The door opened and James Potter, Sirius Black, and Peter Pettigrew walked in.

"Sit down" said the headmaster harshly.

The three boys sat down on the other side of the desk.

"Tell me what happened" said the headmaster.

"Well, the three of us left Remus in the library this evening doing homework, and we went for a fly. We had arranged for Remus to meet us outside after he finished his homework. We didn't even notice them sneaking up on us. Wham, suddenly we were on the ground out cold. Then when we came to we were tied down to chairs so we couldn't move, and Remus was there too, and there was Voldemort and two deatheaters facing us." James faltered. So Sirius took over.

"Voldemort started saying that he wanted us four on his side, with Remus being a werewolf, and us having social influence over most of the school. We refused, but then Voldemort pulled Remus out of his chair and started hitting him, putting the cruciatus on him over and over again." Sirius stopped, his happy face having a haunted look. His eyes started to well up with tears. "Remus. Is he going to be all right?" he asked quietly.

"Mr Lupin will be fine." Professor Dumbledore said that as if it did not matter. "Tell me about where Mr Basemath comes in." he said seriously.

"Well, Sirius suddenly had a dagger thrust in his hands, and he was told to run when told to. Sirius cut through his bindings at his wrists behind his chair. We saw Basemath climb a tree behind Voldemort, and creep along a branch until he was right above Voldemort's head. He suddenly jumped down, knocking Voldemort down and put a dagger at Voldemort's throat and said that if the deatheaters moved, their master would die. He told us to run. So Sirius cut through the rest of his bindings, freed James and I, then helped Remus up. We ran off. From a bit of a distance off, we heard Voldmort scream nooo. Then we just ran for it to get you." explained Peter, apparantly horrified by the experience.

"What about Luke?" asked Professor Dumbledore.

"He's just a Slytherin. We just left him assuming that he would work stuff out with Voldemort." said James.

"What!?!?!?!?!" hollered Dumbledore. His normaly twinkling blue eyes, looked like blue ice. His face hardened.

The three teenagers jumped out of their skin and were suddenly frightened of Dumbledore. They had never heard him yell at a student before, let alone get a bit angry. The only time they had seen Dumbledore angry was when Voldemort started coming to power.

"What do you mean he's just a Slytherin. Luke there just saved your lives! You call yourself a Gryffindor? He's the bravest little guy I've ever seen and you just shrug his life off just because he happens to be in Slytherin?!" yelled Dumbledore, walking out the office and slamming the door behind him.

The three teenagers just sat silently.

"He's right you know" Peter spoke up.

The other two nodded their heads silently. James suddenly jumped up and ran out of his office. The two got up to follow, but they were too late, james was long gone. James ran into the hospital wing and searched the beds for Luke. There he was. That little figure, with the short dark brown hair, which clung to his forhead with sweat. Luke shivered and tossed from side to side. His bedsheets were drenched with his sweat.

James eyes filled with tears. Even though he and his friends had brushed Luke off, and bullied him, Luke went out of his way to rescue him, even if it meant getting killed himself.

James went to Luke's side, and knelt down beside the bed. His vision was blurred by the tears that were welling up in his eyes.

"He might not make it" came a voice from behind him. James looked around and saw Professor Humbug, the strict potions teacher standing behind him. Humbug's normally hard face, looked distraught.

James just nodded and clenched, Luke's burning hand.

"What happened" asked James, looking at Luke.

"He was stabbed by the dark lord five times, with a poisoned knife. We don't know the antidote." said the teacher, his voice quivering.

Suddenly Severus ran in, followed by Professor Comby.

"Luke, Luke" said Severus kneeling down beside Luke. "Will he live? Please say he will" he said tearfully.

"There's a 5% chance" said Professor Comby calmly.

James looked at Severus across the bed. Severus eyes were filling with tears, this sight would never been seen again - Severus crying. However James did not have the heart to taunt him for it. Severus caught James looking at him. Severus just said

"Lets pray that he will make it"

James nodded.

Professor McGonagall suddenly came running in waving a piece of parchment over her head like a madwoman.

"We got it! We got permission!" she yelled.

James and Severus just looked at her puzzled, this was the first time they had seen Professor McGonagall excited and happy.

Madame Pomfrey came running out of her office and handed Humbug a piece of parchment.

"Here's the antidote, Colm (HUmbug), could you please make it?" she asked.

"Yes, Gourdy, could you please get the ingredient - nightshade extract, it would probably be found in Knockturn Alley. I have the rest of the ingredients." Professor Humbug swept out and the others could hear his running footsteps fading away.

Severus smiled at James for the first time in his life and James returned the smile.

A/N : So will Luke live? I like the last part, I always wanted Snape and Potter to be friends, even if it was only for a little bit. *smile*

Chapter Four:

Neither Severus nor James realized that they were smiling at each other in happiness. Professor Dumbledore poked his head through the door, back from wherever he went when he stormed out of his office. He had not heard the good news yet.

"I see you have changed your mind James" said Professor Dumbledore quietly.

James looked down at Luke, "Of course"

"Professor! Luke is going to live, Professor Humbug is making the antidote this very minute!" said Severus, ecstatic that his little friend was going to live.

Professor Dumbledore's face split into a wide grin.

"Thank goodness" he whispered. "I think it is time to go visit Mr Lupin" said Professor Dumbledore lightly, walking to a bed in a far corner of the hospital wing.

"Severus, tell me about Luke" said James softly, gripping Luke's feverish hand.

"Well, you probably know that he is in Slytherin, he was top five in our grade last year. He has a problem with heights, and hates quidditch. He plays violin, his parents are muggles, his sister was killed in a car crash in third year. He likes to read, and his favourite subject is History of Magic." said Severus in a whirl, not caring that he was suddenly on first name terms with his arch enemy. Severus looked at James across the bed. Severus had always thought that all Gryffindors were jerks, well James was not a jerk Severus decided. James cared about LUke, and anyone who cared about Luke was instantly on Severus' friend list.

Severus looked down at Luke's small form shivering on the bed. Luke was so young, yet going through so much pain. Severus felt tears come to his eyes, hadn't Luke suffered enough in the loss of his beloved sister?

Sirius and Peter ran in and saw James and Severus kneeling on either side of Luke's bed, both not in the process of killing each other. Their jaws dropped, Severus and James within five meters of each other, and not trying to murder each other.

"James?" asked Sirius softly.

"Sirius, he is going to live" whispered James.

Professor Dumbledore came back from Remus' bed. He smiled, maybe Luke would be the trigger of a beautiful friendship between James, Sirius, Remus, Peter and Severus. (A/N Dream on..sorry).

"Mr Black, Mr Pettigrew, Mr Potter, you may visit Mr Lupin, he is awake now." said Professor Dumbledore kindly.

"Yay, come on James, lets go visit Remmy" whipered Sirius.

2003-01-27T17:12:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Wouldn't it be loverly

Got my SSAT scores back!!!!!!!!! So happy!!!! I went up five percent!!!!!!!!! *jumps about happily* Nothing else to say!

Quiz time

I hate alcohol!!!!

Which

awwwww

You'll probably love
got cool email from Kylie which didn't show up....crud

bye fanfic time!

2003-01-26T19:03:00.000+10:00

Listening to: King Darius

Hiya everyody! Didn't do much today. Wrote more of Trapped, Ma-chan came over with Nana, went to Tokyo Tower with Kyokochan and Mi-mi and thats about it. Started reading Two Towers again - which I never finished. I am not going to read the part about Frodo and Sam - I know what happens, thanks to Jessica and Becky. *scowl* Went to Ghibli studios store. It was pretty fun, got Davi's b'day present!

You are white. You are pure, but what also comes with that, is the ability to be manipulated and to manipulate. You cannot change or be changed, you really have no idenity, you just do what is necessary. You are completely pure, and no amount of lust that you act on can tarnish you because lust is NOT you. You are seperate from the real world, you create you own. Unfortunately, that world is terribly lonley...

What inner color are you?

right......

well, fanfic time!!!! *bounces around happily*

2003-01-25T19:26:00.000+10:00

Listening to : Circle of Life

Went to Big Camera yesterday. It was so cool, all high tecy stuff and all. I found Break of Dawn. *yay*. Its such a cool album! I also got to watch Spirited Away last night on TV. Mum and Grandma did not like it, but I thought it was really cool. Hado the boy looked like such a girl. *giggles madly*
Found some really cool fics. everyone came over today and we watched a combination of home videos. It was not good. I played pirates by myself before they came. That was fun. Arr me mateys, arr.

Quiz time!.

What Kanji word best suits you?
brought to you by Quizilla

optimistic eh? Thats really good!

I Am A: Lawful Good Elf Ranger Druid

Alignment:
Lawful Good characters are the epitome of all that is just and good. They believe in order and governments that work for the benefit of all, and generally do not mind doing direct work to further their beliefs.

Race:
Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic, easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal, although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the next plane of existance.

Primary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.

Secondary Class:
Druids are a special variety of Cleric who serves the Earth, and can call upon the power in the earth to accomplish their goals. They tend to be somewhat fanatical about defending natural settings.

Deity:
Mielikki is the Neutral Good goddess of the forest and autumn. She is also known as the Lady of the Forest, and is the Patron of Rangers. Her followers are devoted to nature, and believe in the positive and outreaching elements of it. They use light armor, and a variety of weapons suitable for hunting, which they are quite skilled at. Mielikki's symbol is a unicorn head.

Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy ofNeppyMan (e-mail)

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cool!

this is my way to live

What about yours?

made by rav-chan

bysoes off to find more fanfics and update trapped.

2003-01-22T11:35:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Boy for sale

Hiya everybody!!! I washed my hair yesterday, *everyone gasps*. Anyways, I haven't done anything special. well, I read fanfics, watched little women, did J - school homework. That wasn't so great, got up at 4.30.......*sigh*

Well, bysies!

2003-01-21T12:11:00.000+10:00

Listening to: random song from Aida

Hiya eb\verybody! I haven`t been in blogger for ages and ages!!! Oh well, I finished SSAT. That was so goood. I was so happy, finished applications too. That was good too. Watched Les Mis on video. I found out that they are gonna do another Les Mis dream cast in england in 2005, August. That is so cool!

I`m in japan now, after spending two days in Gilroy, that was okay, not so fun for me because we were with mum`s cousin. So, now I am in japan, its pretty fun.
. I miss dad and Asha though. Asha is so cute!!!!!! She was meowing her head off when I talked to dad. I got a snazzy hat from Grandma, its so snazzy!!!!!!

Bysies

2003-01-06T01:22:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Mum with the vacuum cleaner.

Well, I am back from Pennsylvania, where we saw the Watanabes. I am back from Beauty which was fantastic!!!!!!!!! It was the coolest! I had so much fun! And I am in the process of studying for the SSAT. *sob* My dad owes me 4 weeks of holidays. *sob*

Dad's friends are coming over today and having quiche. Yuk! I hate guests and I hate quiche. So the house smells like quiche.........*sob*

I had a really weird dream last night, it was a lotr dream, and another one where Mrs Beeson was telling Christine , Sangeeta and I to go to Boston from Melbourne, via Antarctica on lilos.........rightiothen............

I am going to go watch random movies now! Bysies everybody! *everyone cheers because I am leaving* *sweatbead*

2002-12-29T03:23:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Fortune favors the brave - Aida

This song is so cool!!!!!!!!!!! Its the musical by Elton John and Tim Rice........I think it is somehow connected to Disney. Not quite sure about that though. I found my Gap slacks yesterday at gap! I got a new pair, this time they are gray! Yeah! Kylie, if you are reading this, I am sorry I haven't been on MSN, there is no MSN on dad's computer.

I went to the library the day before yesterday, now that was fun. I borrowed Walk to Remember, which was fluff overload. The whole time I was thinking, fluff overload, fluff overload. It was really boring too. I liked it better when the two weren't in love. I also borrowed Hunchback 2. I haven't seen that yet though. I finished Long Patrol, which was really good. I liked all the hares. wot wot? *giggles madly* I borrowed tons of CDs too. Lion King soundtrack, Poccahontas soundtrack, West Side Story, Aida, Sound of Music (which is the original broadway version, so its totally different to the movie), King and I. All good! I am going to try and burn them while I am here. I borrowed tons of books too. SO much historical fiction books that look good! I couldn't find that titanic book though, that I am still in the middle of, that I didn't finish last year while I was here. rats!

I went back to sleep after I wrote in the blog. I slept until 12. then we opened presents. That was fun. I got a big large MIT t-shirt, an Aptima lunch bag, and book. A parcel fo Patterns. Mom read it.She said it was good. Thats really about it....I got a new toothbrush yesterday.......

bysies!

2002-12-25T22:56:00.000+10:00

Listening to: My biological clock telling me its time to sleep.......and Godspell - Prepare ye the way of the lord

This is such a cool song! My dad burned Oklahoma, carousel and Godspell for me. *jumps around excited*

Second day in the US......suffering from Jetlag. It is 7:47 in the morning and I should be going to sleep. The plane trip was okay. Everything else was okay too. Well, mom's suitcase went missing, but thats about it.It came today though, so its all good. Watched stupid stuff on TV about Atlantis and Martians...the History channel is really cool! Library was closed yesterday so I can't go until tomorrow. Oh well, I've got Long Patrol I am finally reading it!

Got Christmas presents the day before yesterday. That was fun! Got a teddy bear, ring and turtle neck...and Hunchback CD! *starts singing bells of notre dame*

fanfics!

2002-12-22T12:29:00.000+10:00

Listening to : On my Own

this is such a cool song. Now apparantly there was a cookie on my browser last night.......ok.......now for the plane ride. That was ok.......i got to watch the Bourne Identity, stuart Little 2, and MIB 2. They were all movies that I wanted to see and they were all pretty good. MIB 2 and Stuart Little 2 were so funny.........*giggles madly*

nana chan is here! She is so cute!

Yoshiko chan, Nori chan and Mimi came yesterday. That was fun, except I wanted to read fanfics and I couldn't because they were here. Oh well. Got out of going to church with grandma today. that was good. Watched Giselle, which was pretty fun. Want to go to Shinagawa to find Do As infinity album, probably going after I come back next month though. maybe I can con mom into taking me....hmmmmmm *puts on thoughtful thinking face*

now *drumroll* quiz time!

2002-12-22T12:18:00.000+10:00

I HATE THIS COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE DELETED MY LAST TWO TRIES TO PUBLISH MY ENTRIES. IM IN JAPAN. THAT IS ALL IM GONNA SAY TODAY. ILL SAY MORE TOMORROW.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2002-12-19T15:30:00.000+10:00

Listening to: nothing

Hello eveyrbody! Last day in aussie land for a month Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways.......I need to find out how people can review my stories without having to log in.........Laina, Kylie Jessi........help?

2002-12-18T15:39:00.000+10:00

Listening to : Ibis

Hiya everybody. Started on a new fic today. Thats all I did, read some more fanfics, read some more of soon be free. Thats is one funny book. mom went to get passport. Thats about it. Well bysies

2002-12-17T20:06:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Lose Yourself

This is such a cool song!!!! Anyway...today was a pretty boring day.....watched more TV, read more ff's..........soooooo quiz time!!!!!!!!!!!!

What Element Are You?
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thats cool!

Which random GW object are you?

quiz by Ponderosa
and Psyche

........right......

Which Member of Schwarz are you?
Take the quiz @ Sparkledope!

I am nagi!!!!!

take the antisocial test.

and go to mewing.net. because laura's feeling social.

thats right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

take the death quiz.

and go to mewing.net. laura = great.

.......

take the "what's my fault" quiz.

(and then browse around mewing.net. because laura is cool.)

I am offended!!!!!

what's your battle cry? |
mewing.net | merchandise!

ok.........

*shuffle, shuffle, run!!!!!!!!!!*

2002-12-16T16:46:00.000+10:00

Listening to : God help the Outcasts

Hiya everybody!!! *everyone screams and runs for cover*. Well, I am still in Australia.......just got my passport renewed today. Went to church yesterday, watched Road to Paradise and Bloopers. Road to Paradise was really depressing, but the bloopers was so funny. *falls off the chair from laughing too much*. I watched Naomi yesterday......seriously, I think there is something wrong with me. I've seen all of Naomi's episodes about 3 times each. Oh well. Its so funny!!!!! I also watched kin no tamago. That was because I couldn;t find the last episodes to Naomi. Kin no tamago is soooo funny too.........well quiz time!!!

Who is your Ideal Lord of the Rings (male) Mate?
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........*sweatbead*.....ok moving on

What Is Your True Aura Colour?
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.....i'm confused......

What Kind of Fruit Are You?
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.......I'll be going now.........

ff.net time!!!!!!!!!!!

2002-12-12T09:45:00.000+10:00

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What Planet Are You From?

this quiz was made by The Autist Formerly Known As Tim

right.

Listening to : Eminem Cleaning out my closet.

My CD drive is stuffing up so I can't listen to Hunchback CD. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Oh well. Had ballet photos last night. They were ok. Have piano concert tonight, which I really should practice for. That would be good........I am checking out the photos I took last night. There are Pied Piper photos from last year on that website. And I am in one of them. AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh oh well.......going to Japan tomorrow. I really should pack. I have much to do and less time to do it. Well better go do my stuff now. Bye!

2002-12-11T13:35:00.000+10:00

Quiz time!!!!!

snazzy

cool, I am pretty smart

I'm getting there. I don't suck, but I've got a ways to go.

hmmmm interesting

I'll just ramble while I am waiting for random pages to load, oh its finished

well, I didn't do anything yesterday. That was fun. Today, I had piano. I have to go to ballet photos. well, what fun!!!! *sarcasm drips down walls* I have to pack for my trip coz we're leaving on Friday morn. I want to watch Criminal Intent and finish my book. Its a really cool book which I don't think anyone else would like...........................well, need to decide what books to take on trip......oh I'm so excited. I can't wait to go to Marshfield library!!!!!!!

of course I don't need a boyfriend. Boyfriends are a waste of time and they are big fat doodeyheads.

Anyways, mum is bugging me to start packing so I better go do that now. (after I finish these tests and I go to ff.net) hehehehe

*creeps away slowly*

What Weiss Kreuz Character Are You?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
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I am Aya....really? aya is scary.....*shivers*

Which character of Weiss Kreuz are you?
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I am Omi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Which Weiss Member Are You?
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You are Omi Tsukinoyo! Never one to bring others down, you keep a bright and cheery countenance for the sake of those around you... No matter what life throws in your face. As a result, you often put off your own problems to help others overcome theirs. It is a noble effort on your part to keep the world intact, although you never lose sight of reality. It is this constant understanding of the world that makes you wise beyond your years and you use this wisdom to keep tabs on your loved ones. Because you lacked a close relationship with those in your immediate family during your younger years, you constantly find yourself searching for a family atmosphere in the circle of your friends, peers, and coworkers. Because of this clingy desire, you exude a sense of youthful naivety. Perhaps it is because of the younger years you never really left behind you, or that your constant optimism prevents you from appearing as if you know what life is about. But whatever it is, it has people trusting you left and right.

yay! Omi! i like Omi!

Which weiss Kruez charecter are you?
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hmmmmm Youji? Ok?

need to go pack now. Bysies!

2002-12-10T13:15:00.000+10:00

Had speech night last night. I have ballet photos tomorrow too, time to reopen the Anna bobby pin fund. Thats what I call wandering around the dressing room after performances and dress rehersals looking for bobby pins on the ground that have been forgotten. Thats how I got most of my bobbies.

Speech night was pretty boring. During rehersal, I played checkers with Daveen. Than we went to Kylie's house, by tram. We got shown the whole block and we missed the tram........We played bustagroove, made Harry Potter commit suicide, ran him over with a train, played need for speed. I realised that I don't want to go into anyones car when they are driving. ohhhhh scary. Then we took Bonnie for a walk. That was fun, then we went to speech night. Speech Night.......the speeches were really boring. Meredith Moodie's was pretty good, better than Mrs Ward's. The new head of the council is really cool. Eililith's dad. He is cool! Then, we had speech night medley after choir sang Issay Issay. That song is so cool! sister Act 2 medley.......how about no comment. The soloists were all really cool. Mr Ross was the same as usual and I was up in the front of the choir stalls. Pro and cons. Pros - you get air and room. Cons - you are seen by everyone and you can't make a mistake without looking stupid. OH well, going to go do more quizzes.

how would you commit suicide?

well thats nice and pleasant.

Take the World of Darkness Quiz
by David J Rust

okies

I am RAY OF LIGHT Madonna // find out what Madonna you are here.

By Carly @ x-girl.co.uk

right *backs away slowly.....to do the next quiz*

2002-12-08T18:10:00.000+10:00

Listening to : One Day More

This song is so cool! Had last performance today. All right, start with Friday. Friday was a really good performance for me, other than the fact that I tripped on my own dress getting up from the last kneel, but besides that, it was all good. The half hour jug was really funny. I think Ms Lane was on a high, no one else got the joke. All was well, oh yeah Heidi didn;t make the quick change, that wasn't so great. She was lifted when the curtain went up. Not so great.........*sweatbead*. Saturday matinee, Roger stuffed up. The rest was good though. Oh yeah, Reality Zone aired on Friday night, that was prettty cool. Saturday night, well I just stayed in the National for an hour between the two performances. We found out that David MacAllistar was in the audience for matinee performance. We all freaked. The second year diplomas went on a high and started singing sk8er boi, and they didn't know all the words so Elise would shout out the words every so often when they didn't get it right. Then.............Brad stuffed up.......*sweatbead* Then, my hat broke during Nutcracker...that wasn't so great. Sunday matinee was good. The people who got awards really deserved them. Nothing much more to say about that. Half hour jug today was really funny too. I thought my best performance was Friday and Sat matinee, it was so fun then! I just couldn't get the same feeling back on the other two performances.

I had a really runny nose and a cough today, I hope I can get out of Speech night. I was snivelling during my shanees. Not so great. *hehehehe* Now....guess what!?!?!?! Quiz Time!!!!!!!!!!

ohhhh what the hey, can't be stuffed.

2002-12-06T14:36:00.000+10:00

Listening to: Jellicle Cats

Have first performance tonight. Exciting! Anyways, this week was production week. Every rehersal went overtime. We finished Nutcracker at about ten thirty every night. On top of that, I think I am coming down with a cold, because I just felt like absolute cow waste on Monday and Tuesday. Other than that, yeah it was fun! The costumes are really cool. *waltzes around* Anyways, Brad thinks he's too good for us. He came to a stage rehersal for the first time last night. Going to go find fics......wait! quiz time!

You are an angel.

What legend are you?. Take the Legendary Being Quiz by Paradox

hmmm interesting

You're the "baby" of schwarz. You lived a pretty fuxked up childhood just like your teammates. However, it didn't quite make you as psychotic and bitter as the rest of Schwarz. You are generally good-natured and mild-mannered. You're shy, reserved, innocent, and quiet... you also seem to be in love with a psycho girl who is 2yrs your senior. The downfall? You are way too much like Omi...minus the excess tears. You are not only a wuss but highly indecisive and Bradley basically plots your life chart for you. Stop angsting and grow a backbone my boy...

What member of Schwarz are you?

Nagi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hes cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Which Middle Earth race are you?
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A mortal race related to men but of unknown origin, you might be mistaken for a human child by the uninitiated. You are very practical and don't at all approve of adventures -- well, except for maybe one little side of you. You are made of sterner stuff than you appear, and your lack of ambition can be an asset when faced with the temptation of unholy power. Your main faults are occasional attacks of insatiable curiosity and frequent attacks of insatiable hunger. You have furry feet.

Yay! A hobbit!!!!!!!!!!!

Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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You come from Dark Water. You are solitary and find peace in yourself, or maybe you're turmoiled but pull off peace.

Cool!

hmmmmmm okies........

Going off to find fanfics now. Bysies!

2002-12-01T17:17:00.000+10:00

Can't be stuffed writing anything. Production week coming up. Little Mermaid is gonna be sooo good. Emma did her part today. Took my breath away. She is sooooooooooooooooooooooo goooooooooooooooooood. Aya is really good too. Did Nutcracker A2 too. Thats gonna be really good too. Heidi is sooooo gooooooooooooooood. Jackie is really really really good too. She seems so happy all the time. WOW. And Carissa, now I am not going to say anything.........she's too good to put into words. Man, she can bend. Seems like some sort of magician or somfin. Well, quizzes...

How confident are you as an artist?
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funny that, I hate to draw!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe dance yes but draw????!!!!!

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

awwww how cute

Which ArchAngel are you most like?
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Rafael. You're most like the ArchAngel of Healing. You want people to shape up, and you nag. But you mean well, and you're well loved despite it. Or because of it. You bring the donuts even as you tell people to eat more veggies.

right whatever.

Bye!

2002-11-26T18:43:00.000+10:00

Need to finish "keeping place" no time, by thursday when stocktaking starts.....

2002-11-24T16:53:00.000+10:00

LIstening to: Vai Vedrai

Something funny happened to my computer. MSN messenger has dissapeared........found it *jumps around happily*

Anways had ballet studio rehersal. It went all right. Didn't put pointe shoes on until very last minute, but what the hey! Finished about three hours early because Othello rehersal was cancelled. Called mum but she was at Yonca's and I had the mobile, so I came home and looked for Yonca's phone number, but couldn't find it, so mum's going to come home in 9 minutes and she is going to murder me because I won't be at ballet where she will pick me up and since I am not there, she will have to look for me, but she won't find me...........Oh well! Thats life. Going to go now. Bye!

2002-11-24T07:38:00.000+10:00

How do I fix this stupid blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Laina?????? Help???????

2002-11-24T07:30:00.000+10:00

Well, I just did something very stupid. Well not much to say except that I had many things yesterday, J-shcool, ballet where we did costumes and youth alive which was fantastic.

NOw fro some tests

Which Harry Potter Candy are you?
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okies

What Monty Python Character are you?
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*laughs insanely*

all righty then!

2002-11-19T18:42:00.000+10:00

Listening to Who am I from Les Mis.

We had leadership today. It was really fun! We played all these cool games. I want to edit the house mag or be a peer support leader. Never will I go on 7th grade camp again. That was torture! Sure, it was fun reading the ghost stories with Kylie and Daveen and stuff, but I hated the camp out. Bad memories of being pushed against a wet tent wall in the middle of the night *shudders* Wlel on a more happier note, I had fun today.........I didn't get any reviews for Secret Life. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. *sob* Anyways. Les Mis is so cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am Jean Valjean. NO just kidding. hehehehehe
24601!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Test time!

What type of manga are you?
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hmmmmm right

* Which Tragic Shakespearean Heroin are You? *
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Othello's: Desdemona - The daughter of the Venetian senator Brabanzio. Desdemona and Othello are secretly married before the play begins. While in many ways stereotypically pure and meek, Desdemona is also determined and self-possessed. She is equally capable of defending her marriage, jesting bawdily with Iago, and responding with dignity to Othello's incomprehensible jealousy. She is strangled by Othello when he is under the impression that she was unfaithful.

Rightio then. off to find do as infinity images. bysies!

2002-11-18T19:19:00.000+10:00

Listening to: In my life from Les Mis

Nicole is so organized! She made a email adress so we can email clues to each other. It is really cool. Anyways, today, today. Had double sport and did athletics with Mrs Simons. *yuck* Anyways. I had geog, then math, then double life science. Life science was really fun. Mrs Starkey gave us the double to work on our web pages. I finished mine so typed some more of my fic. That was fun! At recess, the spoon incident occured. No comment.........Moving on, finished Sister of the Ring. It is really fluffy but lots of parts are dark.......i like drak sorry dark fics. mwahahahahahhahahahahhahahha

2002-11-17T19:34:00.000+10:00

Listening to Julie Andrews singing Cock eyed optimist

Its me! I just washed my hair *gasps* Anyways, yesterday, I watched Monty Python and the Meaning of LIfe. i liked the bit about death, live organ donors and the military and the end of the film and the middle of the film. It was very funny. The machine that goes ping made an entrance *giggles madly* Anways this morning I went to church, Simon made this really weird comparison of our class with a sinking captain cook generation ship. It was very interesting. I apparantly would stand at the side and watch everyone and then make comments about what course we are taking. Don't ask, I don't really get it myelf. When I got home, I suddenly got this urge to watch omoide poroporo. It was relaly good. Finished german, geog, math couldn't be stuffed writing the sonnet yet or doing my japanese homework. Crud! Japanese homework. Oh well, I'll do it tomorrow. Im going to watch the hurricane tonight. I hope. Anyways bye for now, *waves madly*

Test time!

You're wind! You are a very kind and sympathetic person. Whoever DOESN'T like you has a mental disorder, because you are a loving and caring gentle soul.

What element are you?

right whatever

What annoying Celebrity would you most likely wanna kill?
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hmmmmm I don't particularly not like him, I don't particularly like him either.........

What Type Of Retro Gal Are You?
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classy pin up me????? *blink blink*

What Manga Art fits you?
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*shrugs*

What Sort of Romantic Are You?
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huh?

What's YOUR Writing Style?
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?

What fairy tale cliche are you?
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cool!

What Do You Wear to Bed?

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right

How Emotional Are You?
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right

A different quiz, what strange type of person are you?
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why do I do these stupid tests?

2002-11-16T19:11:00.000+10:00

Hello its me!!!!!! *everyone shuffles away* How is everyone! Well lets start with Thursday, hmmm it was a day D. Geog where we played Taboo, Dela and I did so badly. Then Latin, that was just fine, then math, that was really good! We got our exams back that day I think, no that was the day before? I don't know, then we had life science which was a total bludge coz the teacher didn't come until ages. Then RE, where people rambled about Marraige and I wrote Secret Life, then German where we prepared our plays. Ours is really weird, something about a weird cow.............Friday, day E, what more do I have to say? I was also in peeved off mode all during Friday.....not a pretty sight. I had kanji and math today at J-school, so I took my lucky duck. I proved it lucky! I went well in Kanji. Oh yeah, I saw A time to kill on friday night. It was so good, makes you more emotional than the book. THey didn't go through the bit where Mickey Mouse's dead body was found though.,......*ramble ramble* Anyways, it was really moving at hte end and at the part where officer Looney came on the stand and he starts shouting "turn him loose, turn him loose you here!" it made me cry..........well today, nominoichi and I was dragged along, nothing much else. Also ballet, which was average. finished Chinese on Friday, finally. Somehow I don't think Ben's comin back. Roger seems to be the prince now. I wonder................Katie also apparantly has an infected toe or something. I don't know.....going to go find fanfics then watch MOnty Python......hmmmmm monty python......*wanders off*

2002-11-13T17:47:00.000+10:00

I lost to the computer in Age of Empires......wahhhhhhhhhhh....oh well. As the wiseman once said, wherever you go there you are. Anyways listening to drink with me from Les Mis. Its such a pretty song. Got math exam result. 97 and 91 percent. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY *bounces all around the room* Had history where Mr Usher was away and no sub turned up for ages, like 20 minutes. It was really fun! I started the rest of chapter 14 of Secret Life and talked to Ying. Then Mrs Maurer came and we watched a video about the A-Bomb. It was sad, well for me it was anyway. I have a feeling Jane and Sangeeta thought of it as a big joke. The US is in the wrong for dropping the bomb, that is it. Well, the war ended, but they didn't have to drop two bloody bombs on two bloody civilian cities!!!!!!!!!!! Mum told me that grandma was supposed to be in Hiroshima on August 6th 1945, but she was sent to a different school. I think God was taking care of our family. I probably feel sad because I am really close to it. We read stories about it in our Kokugo text book, and there are many many videos everywhere for me to see.

We had German after that, das war sehr langweilig. Then we had Geography. Got rivers assignment back. I did well yay! I am surprised not everyone did proper bibliographies. I mean at Countryside, we lost marks on assignments if we didn't do a proper bibliography in 4th grade. Mrs Harper went on about how we needed 1 space instead of 2 or something like that, I don't really remember. Well after that we had RE where we watched a random video and I wrote chapter 14. We had english where we corrected those stupid tests. I really don't like Mrs Adamo. She said we can't expect to have everything handed to us on a silver platter. Hello? We were supposed to learn those things in class!!!!!!!!! *smokes comes out of ears*

Well going off to find fics......or play age of empires......hmmmmm fanfics....*wanders off like a zombie*

2002-11-12T19:23:00.000+10:00

Can't write much today, except I'm really peeved off at Ms Aicolina, well thats about it.......got Age of Empires! Yay! It is really fun! Anyways, going to go find Les Miz libretto in German and Japanese.......tata!

2002-11-11T18:17:00.000+10:00

What kind of punk kid are you?
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*shuffle shuffle* Maybe I should stop doing stupid tests that are a complete waste of time......yeah....

listening to Les Mis - Master of the House

COuldn't sleep very well last night. I was lying stiff in my bed, nervous about the exam. Shot out of bed this morning at 6. Had a really weird dream which Rashmi was in. She went on a math camp for 6 months. And we all really missed her. Mum reckons I had the weird dream because I was jealous of her intellectual level.......translation - I am always jealous how everyone doesn't have to study to get like 80% in the math tests. Anyways, got Rui to help me with circle geometry on the bus. I was doing a sheet of circle geometry and then I got a bus sick so I decided to stop. Sally was on the bus today, she had an IT exam, I hope she did well. I then went to school sang Les Mis songs with Hannah and Dela. Put stuff away, attempted to calm Fei-Pin, Christine and Rashmi, also Nicole. Coley was streesed because she was worried that Michelle had gotten stuck between two trams. Don't ask me! Anyways, afterwards we all went down to room 11, did exam. We had to put our hands on our heads so Mrs Ondracek could see that we weren't writing when we weren't supposed to be. Finished at 11.05 and had a break of 55 minutes before period 4. That was fun, we went onto the Eastern Terrace to 'bask' in the sunshine. Had history, we just listened to orals, lunch, same as usual. Science, ocunted legos, German, where we played games that was fun!

Came home, did kokugo and cello, wrote some more sslol. Got an idea for a new fic. I'll start it when I am almost finished with secre3t life.

I hope Mrs Adamo doesn't give me too bad a recommendation for. *stress stress* I hope I hope *cross fingers* Math will probably be fine, english probably not. Well if I catch Mrs Adamo on a good day..........*stress some more* Ohhhhhh gavroche's solo!

Bysies

2002-11-10T15:14:00.000+10:00

Have math exam tomorrow........I AM GONNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE......I WILL NOT SURVIVE THE TEST I TELL YOU......I WONT SURVIVE....... well now I feel better.........i am off to travel the world via the internet and take a break from studying for about 30 minutes, I will get back to math later......much later........much much later............I was wondering what J-school will be like if Kurata sensei suddenly morphed into Larry the Cucumber during class, then tsuruma sensei morphed into Archibald the asparagus and they sang the water buffalo song.....it certainly would make class more interesting........you can see how much I pay attention during class...............bysies wish me luck.

2002-11-09T17:28:00.000+10:00

How can I label you?
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what the heck is an emo?????

What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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2002-11-09T17:11:00.000+10:00

Listening to "I just cain't say no" from Oklahoma.

I had J-school, and ballet. I never knew there was a big difference between pink and apricot. Roger comes in during the middle of rehersal with Mrs Briggs wearing a bright apricot sparkly jacket. Miss Fry goes....'its not pink, that's apricot' then she tells Roger to stand up straight, and he goes 'i can't' It was really funny. We just laughed at him.....*snigger* Nothing else happened much, well forgot my key on wednesday so went to the library and found Oklahoma CD. *starts jumping around the room* I also have the math exam on Monday. *bites fingernails and goes nuts* Going to go look for fanfics.....hmmmmmm fanfics.......*walks off like a zombie*

2002-11-05T14:11:00.000+10:00

Listening to Les Mis. Ruthie Henshall is so good! I watched Totoro today. It is so cute. I like chibi toro and chuu toro. I have to be doing history. Christine hasn't sent it yet! crud! I went to crimelibrary.com It was really cool. I read about Mary Bell, she was really scary. I should go look for a map of the Danube River. And listen to les mis some more.

I am warning you Javert, there is nothing I won't dare.........

bysies

2002-11-04T15:02:00.000+10:00

Did Science, did geography, just need to do map for rivers and bibliography for all assignments. I am the stupidest person in the whole entire world. "I don't know why sometimes I am so stupid!" *sings to random song* I forgot my science book at school, so I can't study for Wednesday's test. ............ why do I have to study my butt off to get high marks, but everyone else doesn't have to study at all and they get really good marks.....it makes me want to cry..........*sob* Borrowed Les Mis CD! There is a scratch, right where Castle on a Cloud is.......NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....oh well, I'll live, it just won't work on my computer. Colm Wilkinson, Ruthie Henshall, Lea Salonga, Judy Kuhn, Phillip Quast, Jenny Galloway, Alun Armstrong, Michael Ball, Michael Maguire, Anthony Crivello, Adam Searles and Hannah Chick are so cooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll! Doing history assignment, well supposed to be. I wonder if Mr Usher actually knows what Indo CHina is. The topic is the Japanese in Indo China, then there is this stuff that I am supposed to write about Chinese resistance leaders, the Nanjing massacre, Manchuria, and Harbin. HELLO! Indo china is a totally different place to CHina! Indo CHina is Vietnam, Laos, and Cambodia, not CHINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLO?????????DOES MR USHER HAVE A BRAIN??????????????????????OR WHOEVER WROTE THOSE STUPID ASSIGNMENT SHEETS?????????????????????????????? HELLO??????????????????

Got two reviews. YAy! going off to check them.....and do geography and science bibliography....bysies!

2002-11-02T16:33:00.000+10:00

Long weekend. YAY! But lots of homework........nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo....listening to song of the cebu. I really love that song. It is really really cool. Yesterday, I had to wait 30 minutes for the tram. A whole 30 minutes!!!!!!!! We had an early dissmissal, still thirty minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways.....I've calmed down now. We had a geography field trip on thursday. It was relaly really fun. We finished early so we just did nothing alot of the time. It was really really cool! We had math test yesterday. No comment...........*sight*

bysies

2002-10-30T16:54:00.000+10:00

Ipl is down. *growl* Need to research for rivers assignment. I also changed my topic for science so i need to start from scratch now. Cameras was too confusing. Finished math assignment. Happy! Have math test on friday, not happy! Geography excursion tomorrow. Not too bad!

g2g do research.

Anna

2002-10-28T17:53:00.000+10:00

Can't do math assignment it is so beepin hard! I got two ......TWO questions done......one with help from Mrs Casey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways.......*calm* went to oliver yesterday. The stage setttings were really cool, and the kids were good, and the music was pretty good, but les mis was better. Duh! Got to send math questions to dad. ............I hate math......

2002-10-27T11:04:00.000+10:00

Mom's angry.....can't write.......be back later........going to see oliver today.....

2002-10-26T18:23:00.000+10:00

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2002-10-26T18:13:00.000+10:00

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2002-10-26T18:07:00.000+10:00

Which Veggie Tales character are you?

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2002-10-26T17:26:00.000+10:00

Talking to laina and huei-huei on msn. Fun! Had ballet today....and yesterday.....Yesterday was the year 12's final day. Their video was so funny! It was really good. I liked the 'what the?' section. It featured the window winder in room f. *hehe* They also had teacher look-a-likes. Mr Howard was compared with a giraffe *snigger*, Mr Payne with harry potter *laughs even harder* and some science teacher with where's wally *clutches stomach* Well going to go now.....can't be bothered writing down all that happened in the video. Too many funny stuff.

2002-10-23T18:22:00.000+10:00

Doing history......hard to find info..........nothing much else to say....ipl replied......that was good.........using homwork help sites..........A lot of people don't like christians........i just figured it out..........i mean there are a lot of things I disagree with.....like trying to convert people.........and all the 'saved' 'unsaved' blab.........but still.......its what some people believe.........i don't think it is baloney........i believe what the bible says...........some people just are extremists.........in all religions.........I don't get it...........why don't people like us............why do anti-religious people have to say that there is no god and try to convince others that there is no god........that is just like those not liked missionaries who blab on about who is saved and who is not saved and the book of life etc. If that is what people believe, I am all right with that. I don't care what others believe, as long as they don't try to convince me that what I am believing is wrong. I mind my own business, they mind their own. At the moment, the other people in the world are not keeping up their side of the bargain. I just want to believe what I want to believe in. I don't care what others say about it. I am not all into supertitious stuff too. I don't care if others believe that stuff though. It is none of my business. I don't go around trying to convince other people that supertition doesn't exsist. It might, I just say there isn't. That doens't mean that is doesn't, I just believe it doesn't. I just want people to leave other religions alone, and let people believe what they want to believe and not stick their noses in to other peoples' business'. Eveyone is equal, no matter what they believe, no matter where they are from.

I also don't like it when people say that other religions are stupid. That is just not true.........Every religion is special, suited to different peoples' needs.

2002-10-22T19:12:00.000+10:00

Nothing much happened today. I just remembered that I was playing a mozart piece for piano. I just looked at my notebook after four weeks. It said mozart right at the top. I said Mozart? What Mozart? .........too long of not playing piano...........kirsty's b'day today......she seemed to enjoy the creepy hp clock. *shudders*

2002-10-21T20:18:00.000+10:00

Had Cello exam today.....will not comment........good bye..........going to ff.net......*fun*.........dela and ying's b'days today. Need to wrap their presents..........byesies

2002-10-20T19:28:00.000+10:00

I just did the funniest quiz......'Love your neighbour' tells me about how look on life. Steven is the one I love......Who the heck is Steven. I don't even know anyone called Steven.......except for this guy in a fic I read once........Cello exam tomorrow. *stress stress* Gotta go practice my scales, study and courante. I died in my study in todays practice.......want to watch les mis again!

2002-10-19T18:21:00.000+10:00

Pirates is coming to town, Pirates is coming to town......*skips chanting that around the room* I'm fine.....I really am. there is a special Pirates website, it is especially for the Aussie Pirates production. It is at www.pirates.com.au it is really cool! It really is!!!!! I had J-school today............i had Ballet too........not good.............anyways, I watched Mulan again. Mum found it in the library. It is so funny! I like Mushu!!!!!!!!! I'll be going now.....

2002-10-15T18:44:00.000+10:00

Had swimming sports today. It was really cool! Well, not really.....I started out in one event, then suddenly, I was in five.......how does that work? Anyways, Laina lent me Do As Infinity CD. Mother dear aproves. She said she really liked it! D'bela lent me her Aus CD. Listening to it right now. THe first song is really cool! I got home at three thirty today. *gloats* And.......I had sashimi for dinner. yum..........

2002-10-14T19:17:00.000+10:00

had school today......not good........history assessment task was all right, it was on the outbreak of WWII I think I did all right. Mrs Casey came back! She brought back AMC certificates. IT was good, it was real good. Ivy and Fei-Pin got high distinctions. I got 88, two more points and I would have gotten a high distinction. Just two more, if I had gotten one more question right......*tries to strangle myself* *falls down dead on the floor* *rises again* Laina's gonna let me borrow Do as infinity. It has such cool songs! We watched Twelfth night in English. Ben Kingsley was in it, he's the dude who was in the 1993 production of The King and I. He was the king dude. In twelfth night, he was Feste. *cocks head to the side* Oh well, going to go check ff.net........ *flies out into the wide blue yonder*

2002-10-13T11:51:00.000+10:00

Just came back from Kylie's sleepover. It was really fun, her dog is sooooo cute. We watched Do as Infinity video clips, which Elaine brought. They are such a cool group, I really like their songs, better than Australian groups! We watched Monty Python - HolyGrail and LOTR. I really liked MOnty Python, it was so funny! "We are the knights who say 'Nih'" I like their shrubbery! Anyways....we played Pictionary, Cluedo and Barricades this morning. THat was fun. Laina decided to go on hair rampage, that was funny, she first played with Jessi's hair then moved on to Davie Deen. That was cool, she put Daveen's hair down and put it in plaits, Daveen looks so good in plaits! She then moved on to me............lets not go in to that.

I have to go do homework and Cello practice now, have cello lesson tonight. *sigh*

2002-10-11T21:40:00.000+10:00

Had ballet today. Ms Lane took open class, it was really fun. (I'm aching all over though.) She had a 'Do you hear the people sing' ring tone on her mobile. AT the beginning of prod, we just stood around and Ms Fry told stories, it was really fun. WE missed out on math today because of speech night practice *yuk* *grimaces* Last year and the year before's was so much better. I think I'll try out for speech night dancing though, I want to get into that dressing room with the carpeted lockers again. hmmmmm carpeted lockers........

2002-10-11T09:18:00.000+10:00

Hiding from the past updated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! during geog

2002-10-09T21:19:00.000+10:00

Had second day of term four today. Jess came back, she is a Veggie Tales fan too! Yay for Veggie Tales. "yay!" "yay!" "yay!" Mrs Casey had food poisoning so we've got Mr 'does not know what he is doing' Farrell. He really gets on my nerves, well he is nice and everything but.....he doesn't teach us anything...............did math assignment, had latin, which was really really hard, nothing much else.....

2002-10-08T18:54:00.000+10:00

First day back at school for term four. It was all right, two new girls in our class, they are really nice and cool. There is another new girl called Earth, that is such a cool name........Lots of reviews yay, happy, just hope they are good ones. Kirsty and Jess weren't at school today. Kirsty was "sick" and Jess......I don't know about Jess. Claire was at school though. Anyways, nothing else to really talk about. Started WWII in history, that is good. Nothing else really........

2002-10-07T10:11:00.000+10:00

I love the song of the cebu. It is so cool. Finished reading Squire, too much lovey dovey stuff, I don't like Cleon. Alanna had too much lovey dovey stuff too, George and Jon were acting too icky. *yuck* Anyways, I don't know which series I like better. I like Neal and his cousin, they are cool. Kel really gets on my nerves, I also like Owen. I imagine him as a hobbit. (don't ask) Watched back to the future two and three, those movies are so cool! Going back to school tomorrow.

2002-10-06T09:41:00.000+10:00

Going to the zoo today. Finished reading Cruel and Unusual yesterday, it was really cool. Lilo and Stitch was really good too. It was really cute. Listening to Veggie Tales. (surprise surprise) School starts in two days. *bangs head against the wall many times*

2002-10-05T13:54:00.000+10:00

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2002-10-04T09:29:00.000+10:00

Nicole's guinea pig - Chardonnay had babies right after we went home yesterday.Listening to Veggie Tales right now. It is so funny! I think I killed the space bar on this computer, I did it to the last computer too. Actually, I didn't do it this time! A veggie tales movie is coming out soon! Jonah.....so cool! Going to go see Lilo and Stitch today with Daniela and stuffs. Lain said she couldn't come. Well, bysies

2002-10-03T10:00:00.000+10:00

Trying to find out about Rev. Richard White - Gaston voice. It is really difficult..........Started reading Patricia Cornwell, I was reading until about 10.45. I couldn't sleep because I was scared of axe murderers coming in through my window. I don't think I should read this book late at night anymore.......I watched Le Corsairs yesterday. It really got on my nerves because slave girls were wearing tutus. Hello? Slave girls are supposed to be half dead..........Grace is letting me borrow her veggietales CD's today, we are taking her to 'cole's house. Laina's coming back today. Have to call her to see if she can come to Lilo and stitch. If Laina's reading this, I'll call you anyways.

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2002-10-02T11:39:00.000+10:00

I'm back *everyone screams and runs away* I had an ortho appointment today, I got this metal thing put in behind my teeth? *shrugs* Oh well. Watched Lion King today, I really like that movie, rephrase that, I absolutely love that movie. Listening to circle of life right now. *smiles* Anyways, I watched the end of dinotopia yesterday, it was really good. That crab dude was really evil. I really like Zippo, he's so cute. I want a life-partner too...........oh well. I have a cello lesson today, have to practice *sob*

bysies

2002-10-01T15:22:00.001+10:00

I'm back again, there's gonna be an ella enchanted movie. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I love that book.

2002-10-01T15:22:00.000+10:00

I'm gonna jabber away about Dinotopia some more. I feel sorry for David because he's scared of heights and he's training to ride on flying dinosaurs. Ah scary *closes eyes* I have to go check Lilo and Stitch movie times, bysies

2002-10-01T15:17:00.000+10:00

Had ballet today, really can't be stuffed going tomorrow. Sore feet, sore legs, half dead....... On a more happier note *drum roll* Triss has been released. *applause sign flashes* *runs around singing zippedee-do-dah* I watched Dinotopia yesterday. It was really good, better than Jurassic Park (not that I've seen Jurassic Park) all the dinosaurs were cool though, I really liked Zippo. He is really nice. I watched Beauty and the Beast yesterday too. I really love that movie. I was looking at the credits because I wanted to see who played Gaston, I saw the names Jerry Orbach and David Odgen Stiers, they were in something else weren't they? *goes into thinking mode* I am going to go check it out.....on .......Google.

2002-09-30T11:13:00.000+10:00

Saw Civil Action last night. Really good, just need to read the book next. I don't get why people don't like Nikki Webster. She so likkle. *sniggers* Anyways, I finally finished reading the gilded Lily. I've been reading it since.........Friday. I have ballet tomorrow. Noooooooooooooo. I really can't be stuffed going. Everyone can come to Lilo and Stitch. I had a really disturbing dream, about a dragon that burned down all the stuff in the malls, and something about Brisbane Lions fans going berserk, and something about camping with Davideen and Rita, and something about a cake of soap that has 'loser' etched in to it. *?*

2002-09-29T10:55:00.000+10:00

Went to see Bend it like beckham yesterday. It was really funny. I could have doen without the romance though *grimaces* Anyways, mostly everyone can come so far to Lilo and Stitch. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Nothing else's happened.......

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